I´ve just realized today is tomorrow already.

Just a second. Gotta smoke my cigarrete. Can´t do it in front of her.

little stocking feet.

I can´t tell when english became so much more interesting than portuguese... I feel like I´m wearing a mask when I´m using speaking it. Could a person have a diferent personality when speaking a diferent language? Well, I believe so. But I try hard to associate then... it´s just that there are feelings possible to be expressed in one language but not in another. Today (tomorrow) is an important day. Maybe a day to be remembered as the day I left this cycle of my life. Currently, living in curitiba, I´m facing/living all that I always asked myself about... how can a person just stay put and still, missing out life? I discovered that´s the effect the eminence of change causes on me. Honestly, I didn´t do much in here... my fault, of course. Met a couple of really nice people... felipe gomes and felipe della bruna, rhavi, andressas, rafaels... cristians... but never did 10% of what I expected to do. Life was always better back there where I´m heading to. I´m drinking more than I should, smoking more than I should. A loner. not taken care of.

My version of "happier fitter"

Vou me entregar a arte
nada mais traz tanta autosatisfação
vou trabalhar pra me tornar o vocalista de algum projeto alternativo com som legal
vou dar aulas de ingles e associar todo meu trabalho a esse publico
Vou criar musica eletronica
Vou treinar sons classicos no violão pra tocar sozinho num parque aos goles de conhaque
vou entrar pra campanha "free hugs"
Fumar camels
Ver o nascer e o por do sol
Usar meu dinheiro pra sustentar os meus vicios, meus prazeres e o daqueles que estiverem a minha volta.

Little Peúga.